🔵 By Jamel Terry. Photo by lauragrafie.
I would never give myself, or my loyal heart a soul, to a mean, cold-hearted, scarred insecure, man-breaking, manipulative woman, I have to argue and fight with every single day, afternoon and night, for her to understand my love… How can I properly love you right, when I don’t even understand you… you don’t understand me… So we argue and fight to get our point across to each other, or until one of us is the “bigger” person in the relationship and just gives up on the arguing and fighting. Basically letting the other person “win”, or just have their way. But you walk away, hoping for final peace, but you still have no level of understanding each other. How do I know this?
Because I been there, done that and I refuse to ever be in this same situation ever again! Age, has not only matured me, but it was also given me the opportunity to experience many things and learn from them, or be a fool and not learn from life lessons and keep on repeating the same old mistakes. People with long lasting relationships have a strong understanding of each other… On the days when half of you don’t feel like loving anybody, it’s cool, because the whole me knows every half of you, so I know how to love you by giving you the space to feel the way you feel. I know how to keep loving you from a distance until you come back into your whole self, and miss the closeness of “my unconditional love”. I know you’re not naturally cold-hearted I know how truly beautiful your “loyal heart” is, so I know how to give you the attention and affection you need, without violating the space you need, or being too far, not to kiss your lips when they need a kiss, or hug you, when all you need is just a simple hug… My only word is “I feel you boo!” Let me kiss them lips, let me give you that just right hug, when I rub your back and squeeze that booty. 🙂 I understand you love… I just don’t want to bring a smile to your pretty lips, I also want to make your soul smile, because without even having a conversation, I understand you.
I don’t want no woman I got to fight with, or fight about, because she’s always looking to get that attention from some man, who can understand what she needs and wants. I want that woman that will not fight me, but fight for me, because she understands everything I am. This is when you found Heaven and Earth. When (ladies) your man gives you so much “heavenly love” it makes you forget about all the “hell” you been through! Only a “angel of a woman” deserves all this Godly love and understanding… God specially built me up for her… I know she’s out there and when she first tells me she loves “God” I’m going to smile because she understands me. (God’s forgotten child.)