🔵 By Monica McCarrick. Photo by lauragrafie.
Roller coaster.
Turn me over.
You, her, them, and on.
Passion til the break of dawn.
What is love but a set up for let down?
How can I give myself what in you can’t be found?
Want, need, empty greed.
Fill me up with you I feed.
Make me happy. Make me whole.
Fix my life… beyond control.
This is such an unexpected chapter.
Quickly switch from tears to laughter.
Half my life is done and gone.
Other half drags on and on.
Purpose find me. I can’t find you.
Karma catch up. You’re overdue.
My entirer world has been so small.
Only place to go was fall.
Christian sisters scowl at us.
Can they not relate to lust?
Or are they hating supressing themselves?
Keeping their humanity up on a shelf.
For now I just want to love you
Nothing lasts forever, but right now you love me etoo.
Thank God for our bond in the present.
When I’m with you my life seems pleasant.
Until the day we say farewell.
Best friends forever. I love you Noell.