🔵 By Jamel Terry. Photo by lauragrafie.
I’m pushing love, this is my moment…
So I won’t use this platform as a tool to speak out negatively on anybody’s name. I won’t make that mistake again. By showing hate to those whom show me hate. Why? Because I learn the best way to deal with hate is to continue to show love. Until those who hate me see, that I’m not about to entertain the negativity. Because hate only creates more hate, so therefore I show them through my actions being nice and respectful to them, that I’m all love. Just being all the way honest, I don’t even know how to apologize to a person that I have not done any wrong to, but I want to use this opportunity to say if I have ever unwarily done any wrong to anyone whom may read this, please forgive me, and know that I did not mean to intentionally hurt „you“, or disrespect you, in any way. And also, to all the people I ever hurt in life, if I could fix my mistakes I „swear“ I would, because I don’t want to see anybody walking around carrying a heart full of pain. Trust me I know how that feels. And because I know the feeling, I’m consciously aware that my actions can majorly effect other people lives and this is why I push love. Because, I know hate mixed with pain, can drive a person to kill somebody, or even kill themselves. And I wish more people would become aware of this. Every single day I do my best to make people smile… I try my best to lift people spirits up, because you never know what type of pain that people are struggling with silently… This is why I stop judging people, or indulging in gossip about people, because you just never know what a person has been through.
Like for example, people try to convince me to hate gay people, but I don’t… I personally feel people should be allowed to freely love whom ever they choose to love, or whoever loves them. It’s nobody’s business, so if you’re not gay then why are you so much concerned about what they’re doing? I’m not gay, so I’m not threatened about being around a gay person because they’re humans to and plus I know who I am. Then you have a lot of other people whom want to hate people because the colors of their skin… I can’t get into that, because I don’t care about the color of a persons skin… I pay attention to their hearts, because the acts from their heart reveals the nature of a person. And this is the major reason why I will know my wife when she comes into my life… I will already know her because her heart will be pure like mine.
Being away from a woman’s love for 12 long years now, has taught me to see the beauty in every woman, ,it’s because I’m no longer just looking at their face and assets, I’m looking at the sincere acts from their hearts. I swear these words to my „future wife“, that I won’t ever forget to shower you with the small things that matter the most, like for instance I won’t forget to tell you how beautiful you are every morning I wake up, beside you… I will not forget to kiss your lips before I leave you, and every time I feel like your lips calling me to kiss them… I will not forget to hug you tight at least 3 times a day, and squeeze that booty because it’s my duty! 🙂 I will not forget to hold you, or wrap my arms around you every night even when it’s hot as hell and you all on my side of the bed all over me.
I swear I miss all that small shit and that’s why I know I won’t neglect to let my wife know that she will feel my love even when I’m not in her presence. She won’t even remember all the hell she been through once I show her heaven on this earth. I push love, I represent and advocate for all life… I speak for animals, I speak for the birds, the reptiles, the insects, the trees, the oceans, the rivers, the sky, and most importantly the earth… Mother nature, because I am one with her.
Right now I’m taking College courses pursuing my degree in environmental science because I believe all life is important. Everything has a right to live… Nobody has the right to take life, and I know the „infinite spirit“ of the universe is everywhere I look. And see life, and this is why I’m in tune with all things, because I remove the hatred and unforgiveness from my heart, and I swear my words have become so powerful that I see things I speak about manifest right after I had spoke upon it. So knowing this I will use my words to create more love and encourage as many people as I can to not fall victim to those who love to spread hate. This prison system can make the world believe that all us men and women incarcerated are no good, and bad people, and I won’t say that it’s not those type of people here, but even not all witches are bad ones, and the world can read this along with all the negative narratives about me and know I’m not completely good, or completely bad, but I am striving to completely push love… This is who I am. Peace to all!