🔵 By Tyreall DuBoe. Photo by lauragrafie.
Without you, my mind is gone and my body, a network of nerves experiencing a feeling too intense to place into words. I want to be the first and only to create these types of feelings inside of you. And I know that you want and need me to do that, to create that powerful feeling in you constantly. I want it also.
You’ve taught me many things about myself that I never had the opportunity to learn on my own. Our union has been interrupted, manipulated and stolen. I told you everything because I thought we were best friends! I’ve been waiting to see if you cared, when you already know my struggle is so deep, true and important. I’ve been waiting for you to tell me what you’re feeling, wanting and to be interested in the things that I am interested in out of a real curiosity and with a true intention.
My mind has shifted like a rubik, trying to get back into its original position, unknowingly. You were my comrade. We were soldiers, bound together by a similar mission. We shared everything together. I had always believed that some higher power had provided you for me; however it’s a constant battle because everyone is so determined to keep us apart.
In my eyes you are dope and I really miss you more than anything else that’s out there in the free world. You are my heart in human form. Without you, I am lost, trapped in a box, broken, scrambling to put the pieces back together. This is my life without you!