🔵 By Quintel Flowers. Photo by lauragrafie.
Wanting to change the past.
Who life changed from something that happen so fast
Thoughts clouded actions driven by poison
Tooken away from the ones I suppose to protect.
Tooken away from the ones I love and adore.
Asking God for forgiveness I cause pain to many.
Including the ones I supposed to be there for.
A good man I know that is what I am.
But drugs turned me into a totally different person.
Death, destruction, drugs, money, and the street life thing I was blinded by
Try to prove myself to things that didn’t matter.
Should have been proving myself to my family.
Showing my son how to be a real man.
Which is not a thug or someone who goes to jail.
Being in the system doesn’t show how hard you are.
Actually it shows how weak you are.
It’s easy to do wrong but hard to do right.
Messed up and took a life now in prison paying the price.
– Clouding my mind truly ruined my life. –