🔵 By Shaunbre Jones. Photo by lauragrafie.
I say grandma I’m so sorry, but I got ice burns where my heart at,
Ex friends turned me heartless, many times I forgot who you taught me.
All those emotions are in a coffin, I’m all alone that’s why I haven’t called yet,
Still wondering why did they cross me, at home is where I left my heart at.
I lost count of my age, so deep down I was filled with hate,
My heart got filled with rage, cause CP couldn’t accept his fate.
People steady slaying YB you need to change, but no one else feels my pain,
I was deep in Blood gang, no love lost with only me to blame.
My grandma talk to me about therapy, cause I can barely fall asleep,
Everyone keep trying to abandon me, so at times it be hard for me to breathe.
If I’d known this charge would take the ones I love away from me, I wouldn’t have put all my faith in CP,
I got all this pain rolled up in my sleeves, right now the candle burning war and it’s burning me.
At times I feel like I’m all alone, I love my grandparents but they getting old,
Bless my grandma she taught me how to be strong, when they gone I’m going to be on my own.
Every chance that I get to call home, I tell my kids that it won’t be long,
Pray for me and please hold on, I’ll make up for the time that I’ve been gone.
Just keep your heads up never let them fall down, God will give us a chance to ride around the town, To the ones that rode thanks for helping me out, I love y’all but for now I’m putting this pen down…