🔵 By Shaunbre Jones. Photo by lauragrafie.
Damn, I let you get my heart at hello, I should have known the love wouldn’t last forever,
You left before things could have got better, But I hurt you first so the score is settled.
What could have been or what did I miss, you left with no warning not making any sense,
How did I think that we wouldn’t ever end, Did I truly hurt you or were you out for revenge?
I’ll admit my faults some were hard to forget, I told the truth you chose not to forgive,
Replaying text messages from all of your friends, I never crossed the line but now I wish I did.
Not a day passes by that you don’t run through my mind, The row was made to give you all of my time, In one night things would soon change our lives, one message from Symfoni saying the baby was mine.
No matter what you may think I didn’t even cheat, you see my son daily and find it hard to believe, Nine months before he was born you told me to leave, I walked in the rain from your house dodging the police.
CP hit my phone and asked „Where was I at“, I’D just passed Murphy’s and was at the laundromat,
He came to pick me up asking „Why was I mad“, looking for you but I said you wouldn’t be back.
I told him we had broken up which was the truth, he said „Don’t trip Lil Bruh I got us a room.“
Diamond and Symfoni hit us up saying to come through, After a couple hours I finally got a call from you. You asked where was I at and said to come back home, I looked at CP and told him that I was gone, In that time frame I felt that I wasn’t wrong, little did I know in that time frame I made my son.
In one night my whole life went through a change, in four hours things would never be the same,
After eight years our relationship went down the drain, but in thirty minutes you took my life away.
Besides staying quiet you decided to fold, all that I’d done was finally exposed,
You told the police that you didn’t have a role, said I kidnapped you but they didn’t know.
Miyha, don’t fear I’ll never sell my soul, some secrets are better left untold,
You were on my mind so I wrote this poem, I have one thing to say before I go..
I do forgive you and you still have my love, I can finally let go and not think of what was…