🔵 By Dakota Schmoyer. Photo by lauragrafie.
This love, this hate,
My future, my fate
It’s already written in the stars
I’m seeing red, the color of Mars
The clocks ticking, it’s scalding my brain
I’m tired of the sunshine, I’ll take the rain
I don’t want to exist so why am I here?
Every second ticks by, slow as a year
I can’t do it, I can’t take any more
there’s only so much one can endure.
Pessimistically speaking, I’ll always be alone,
he who is without sin, throw the first stone
Naive, gullible, always getting played
giving my loyalty, forever betrayed
When will I learn my lesson?
Always cursed, where’s my blessing?
Trying to block out the voices in my head
filled with love, now love is dead.