CRYSTALS

🔵 By Christopher Petteway. Photo by lauragrafie.

Sharp, Shiny shards –
How you appealed to me –
Altered states of mind –
Dreamlike realities.

Fires of flaming flesh –
Passing; uninhibited –
Failing Satan’s, sinful, test –
Lost in lust: the things I did.

White clouds of mystery –
Each hit of dark Intrigue –
And as I slipped away –
Lost power to believe.

Dissolved Disillusions –
Contained in that syringe –
The mixture so alluring –
My veins welcomed it in.

Countdown to disaster –
Once it reached my heart –
Blood pumping now: much faster –
Explosives do your part!

No morals to maintain –
Animalistic cravings.
Lost my will to refrain –
was my soul worth saving?

The pleasures so intense –
The things I’ve said and done.
Filled with shame and guilt –
all in the name of „fun“…
I’d speak not a word to anyone.

Yet deep down in my heart –
Convicted; to be wrong –
Emptiness ran rampid –
Fear became my, lonely, song.

Caught in a vicious cycle;
Obscene: Lascivious –
A cheat; a whote; a thief –
Hopeless and devious.

Now I’m locked away –
I know „I“ should be dead.
No longer am I blowing
white clouds from my, wired, head.

Satan planned to curse me –
To usher me to hell –
But in God’s light –
All things made right –
His Love; For „Me“ prevailed!


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