🔵 By James Kelley. Photo by lauragrafie.
Imagine having 5 kids by 5 different people… Not naming anyone of the kids… Now imagine not knowing or having pictures of 2 of them… and the ones you have pictures of you only have 1 picture of each and the pictures are when they are about 5 years old… I failed my kids I failed my loved ones. I want to have that father experience. I want to be the father that when my daughter or son opens up the door to come out for school like “POP” Nerf gun to the face and they are all like “MOM! Get dad he’s acting like a child!” (“Me: “No I’m not!” POP another Nerf dart) 🙂
I want to be the dad that I never had. So, I’m 33 years old fixing to be 34 and I absolutely love the game “Zelda”. Any of them. So I’ve not ever named a child. Obviously the mother carries the child and has the joy of pushing said child out I wish I could have been there for my kids… I know it’s a mutual agreement of baby’s name. Really as long as the child is healthy the mother can pick whole name. If I have another child I’m gonna be there for the mother and child. I’m gonna work hard and invest in more stock (stock market is awesome) if the mother asked me a name… I’d want the girl to be Zelda Diane Kelley and boy Ocean Ray Kelley … To be a father and actually be there to raise the child. Some fathers may take it for granted. Imagine not being there for your kids and having only 1 picture of them…
I really don’t know much about my kids. I do hope to find them when I get out. I pray to find a woman who will love e for me and who will want kids… I’m sandy blonde hair, blue eyes. I like to think all 5 of my kids are. 🙂 I know 3 of them are, they’re beautiful and nothing can take that from me, I have 5 wonderful kids! I however hope and pray to find love and happiness. I hope that I find a wonderful, amazing woman. When I parole out I’ll be close to 40 years old (if not 40 or 41). Parole isn’t a given. I hope to find a woman to have and love to be there for and comfort and do what a guy should to. Take care of the spouse. If she honors me with a name for the child… I’d so desperately want Zelda. I just want to be there for her and our child. I
hope it’s not too late to get out of prison and find love and start a family… To have that fatherhood experience. I feel there is a God and that there is a woman who will give me a chance. 🙂 I may be walking on pins and needles but a chance at love and happiness. I’m the guy that opens the door up for my girl… I pull out chairs for her. I messed up in life. I won’t fail again. I hope to have a daughter and name her Zelda but if I find a woman who is willing to give me a chance I’m happy with any name. I’ll be there for my family. I pray for love and happiness. My next chance, I’ll never leave you, I will be the devoted husband/boyfriend I’ll ever stray again. My heart is yours if you’ll have it. I
f you’ll only give me a chance… a half a chance. Let me prove myself to someone. Feel free to write me, I’ll write back. Needing friends!